I use art to exorcise the demons or negative emotional charge. Once isolated love can be directed towards the experience through meditation.

Please review my experience with this method.

In the process of the great work. The unity of self. On issues related to the image of father.

In the process of life patterns emerge. I have isolated several patterns related to communication. This relates to the symptom. I now understand the cause of this issue in its unresolved emotional past. I have had a negative experience with the image of father. The biological one containing emotional and physical betrayal. The guilt was submerged and feelings of violence against self and others manifested.

I internalized this and coded all other relationships with males in this way. The option to end any relationship immediately for any reason became a reality. My communication with other men became totally unimportant.

The idea here in the new day sun relates to a unity process. Where I can remove the emotional charge.I take responsibility for the whole of my life. I forgive my self for the actions of my past in relation to my father. I forgive my father. I embrace one love. In such that I could again have a relationship with him.

To achieve this forgiveness and one love, I started with the discovery of this complex. For many years I have encapsulated or boxed this charged emotional issue. It manifested externally recently and many times in my past with out my direct observance or understanding. In this event I realized its internal origins. I found a combination of meditation and art that dissolves negative emotional charge.

I feel a return to the flow. I say yes over and again. I have exercised my emotional issue concerning my father. Walk in the new day sun.

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