I use art to exorcise the demons or negative emotional charge. Once isolated love can be directed towards the experience through meditation.
Please review my experience with this method.>
In the process of life patterns emerge. I have isolated several patterns related to communication. This relates to the symptom. I now understand the cause of this issue in its unresolved emotional past. I have had a negative experience with the image of father. The biological one containing emotional and physical betrayal. The guilt was submerged and feelings of violence against self and others manifested.
I internalized this and coded all other relationships with males in this way. The option to end any relationship immediately for any reason became a reality. My communication with other men became totally unimportant.
The idea here in the new day sun relates to a unity process. Where I can remove the emotional charge.I take responsibility for the whole of my life. I forgive my self for the actions of my past in relation to my father. I forgive my father. I embrace one love. In such that I could again have a relationship with him.
To achieve this forgiveness and one love, I started with the discovery of this complex. For many years I have encapsulated or boxed this charged emotional issue. It manifested externally recently and many times in my past with out my direct observance or understanding. In this event I realized its internal origins. I found a combination of meditation and art that dissolves negative emotional charge.
I feel a return to the flow. I say yes over and again. I have exercised my emotional issue concerning my father. Walk in the new day sun.
